Still here

I know that I have used the title still here already once in my blog but it just seems so fitting to use it again. The things just do not seem to change any more. The reality is that I am begining to feel as if I live here and that there is no other place but here. I talk to my wife and kids and try to imagine home but really cannot. I am home at least for now. The days are numbered now but not sure how many are left. The rumors fly around but no one knows for sure and even if we did we could not say. I do know that all of the soldiers here are ready to return to their old lives whether or not they can remember them not mattering much. We all know as well that we may return to our old lives but we will never ever be the same...